Rosalie Arcala Hall, writing from the Philippines.

In the Asian circuit, I have often wondered how true and lasting friendships are made between professors/academics from different countries who, if they happen to belong to the same discipline or with the same research interests, only occasionally interact in yearly academic conferences. I have observed that by far, the strongest cross-country bounds seem to be between those who went to the same graduate school abroad, e.g. the Cornell mafia; the Australia National University cohorts, etc.– representatives of the cosmopolitan centers of Asian/Southeast Asian studies. I see them now, professors in their 60s and 70s, good friends sharing the highs and lows of their careers and family lives.
I wanted to be one of those professors whose life is more than just the sum of peer-reviewed publication. I wanted to build lasting friendships across the seas, to host (and be hosted) for stimulating dinner conversations and travel jaunts, to make a collective difference and build institutions that matter in my region. I want to be able to call on friends for beer/coffee/lunch when I visit their cities or when I am in need of a week-long retreat in Bangkok, Jakarta, Singapore, Kuala Lumpur, Beijing or Tokyo.
My ticket to this dream comes through collaborative research projects, seven of which I have already undertaken. In all but two, I was the key proponent, which meant the task fell on me to do the legwork of preparing the proposals and “selling” them to these prospective collaborators. After getting the funding, it also became my task to manage the small grants by myself (alas, with no staff support) and to make sure the output and other deliverables (midterm reports and what not) come through. My partners came from various backgrounds– men/women with PhDs; Indonesians, East Timorese, Chinese, Burmese, Filipinos; academics, artists and NGO leaders– and with whom I had little connection prior to the projects.
I am a born romantic. I believed these projects would foster linkages and cross disciplinary gaps; having scholars who otherwise would not in a million years read about each other’s work or its pool of sacred literature, come together and hammer out a common framework and methodology. They were also crash courses on cultural diplomacy. As I discovered belatedly, collaborative projects of this kind are rife with the dangers of conflict, tension and irreparable damage in personal relationships.
Research partnership in many ways is like marriage. It is a commitment to openness and negotiated outcomes. Where it involves field research, it means living together in close quarters 24/7 and putting up with personality quirks and inflated egos. After all, those Ph.D.s and professional accomplishments don’t count for nothing! It involves making decisions about personal worth measured in terms of remuneration and publication credit. For some partners, the process was smooth, with others it was rough sailing because of deep-seated convictions of the inviolability of one’s disciplinal theoretical and methodological creed. I spent countless sleepless nights and shed some serious tears over these conflicts. My record of working with women with PhDs has been better, because tensions could be easily resolved by an appeal to our common concerns for our family (bringing the husbands along in some of the field visits; buying presents for each other’s family etc.). I have had considerable trouble with the men, to whom I was perceived as too alpha female and with whom I simply could not relate because they rarely talk about their families (no mention of wives etc.). In some cases, the tensions go away with a handshake, a hug or a drinking session; in others, they linger like an evil spirit in need of exorcism.
In my balance sheet, the research partnerships yield more credits than debits. I have gained better appreciation of the nuances of reflexivity in doing research (c/o Joy); of the need for ethics in dealing with communities as subjects (c/o Myfel); of the richness of serendipitous data gathering (c/o Medelina); of the inherent possibilities of integration through art (c/o Jay). I have bursted in many ways from the confines of Political Science and institutionalist-thinking. I now have a roster of candidates for “true and lasting friendships” through whom I have learned how to effectively employ wit versus charm against stubborn colleagues (Tere); to purge malevolent feelings with genuine laughter (Ed) and to steer conversation towards food when everything else seem hopeless (SG).
The drama of research partnerships is rarely visible in the final report or joint publication, but they are journeys well captured in the photos and records of email exchanges.
I hope to have sustained opportunities to renew these friendships by remembering those journeys of mind and spirit amidst the spectre of post-tsunami rebuilding in Aceh; the remnants of communal conflict in Dili; the grave silence of the mudslide site in Southern Leyte and the awesome beauty of Batanes.
Rosalie Arcala Hall